YAUM’s PHOTO DIARY: November 2020
I also played my first Thai chess on the street in several years, it was fun and נערות ליווי בהוד השרון I was competitive until the end game when the Thai man I was playing (he the help of his 2 friends) got a slight advantage and won with some difficulty. I think I made some good photos especially at the beginning of the night when I did the first 3 who were all older 44 to 57 years old. The thing I need to do now that the sex worker photos are done with is to photograph people on the street with the same ease. Over a 16 year period I photographed the sex workers of Thailand/Cambodia in numerous ways, sometimes photographing the same people over several years as they aged and changed. The more people I met the deeper I was drawn in. I think I stereotype people at times and sexpats who engage in sex with countless women are easy to judge in a negative way.
Later on I expanded the sex worker series photos, past the female worker to the male and transgender workers (ladyboys). I ended up photographing 5 ladies tonight to make up four the 3 ladyboys missed earlier in the day. I photographed 3 older ladies early in the evening before my talk with H and 2 later in the evening after midnight. One of the ladies Mai was quite angry at the beginning of the session and was difficult to handle but I tried to be as polite as I could and treated here with respect using the Thai words for politeness as often as I could. I do not blame here for being angry toward a farang she did not know, being 57 and working as a sex worker is not easy, her life must be filled with sadness. Should you loved this information and also you wish to obtain details about נערות ליווי generously go to our own web site. Is your man enjoying you the way he should or you both endure each other during sex?
I even met a American man (H) I knew from that period a man I had not met in at least 5 years. Even men who had sex with thousands of women have the the need to find a girl that will love them and be with them full time. I studied the culture, Buddhism, the history of the bought sex world in Asia both for tourists and local men. Many men readily confess that they pay a call girl, who gives them good sex without any strings attached or any hassles. I hung with the workers, trying to understand their points of view, I hug with the sex tourist/sex pats trying to understand things from their angle as well. Tomorrow will probably be a non day as I need to load film and unpack from my trip South. It was a fun day, hard day, unlucky day and נערות ליווי ברמת גן lucky day but need to move on to better photographs. They asked me to return to play them again the next day, it was lots of fun to joke with them and to smash the pieces down on the wooden board while saying ROOK (check).
Now that I have known several hardcore sexpats for 10 years plus I can see a bit of their own humanity, see a bit clearer their need for love and companionship. Talking to these fellows now after 10 years I can understand their loneliness a bit, and see them as more of a shade of grey than in simple black and white terms. Before I saw them wearing a black hat and now see them as wearing a blackish grey hat. We all need love, someone to trust and someone who worry and take care of us. I need to move outside that comfort zone I talked about before and create photographs in a new form. Later that evening I returned to Sukhumvit road the place I made most of my 1999 street photographs. Understanding and expressing those important stories in photographs obsessed me. I am finished doing the ringflash color stuff (did about 25 photo sessions) and נערות ליווי בהרצליה am happy that this part of the photographs is done.
H talked to me of a 67 year old man who was in longterm with a 24 year old Thai lady and seemed quite envious. We had a nice 45 minute conversation I even talked to him about having a long term relationship and he said that it would be the ideal situation. I even learned all about my taxi drivers life on the way to my room after the days shooting. I learned to speak a fair amount of Thai, even learned to read and write some. I stumbled onto to him in the parking lot of a hotel he frequents and without batting and eye it took him about 2 seconds after seeing me to say “Hi Gerry, how you been?” Was nice to talk to him, he had recently had some health issues and seemed quite humble and relaxed. I think I might like to try do some white background portraits of these fellows at some future date if they will allow me to photograph them. I hope I can get to know her better and at some future date and make more portraits of her. I am not sure that is much of an improvement but heck it does make them more human and נערות ליווי בתל אביב more real.